Wanna know what hurts? When you and the love of your life can’t fix things. So you break up. Then 6 months later you both realize you can’t do it without the other.
So you get back together. Things are good, but you can’t get over him leaving you. It hurts and sucks so bad.
But things are good now. Different. So things work out. But it always hurts, and you wonder if it’s because your so fucked up now you can’t live a normal life.
Because you made so many bad choices away away from him, but he made choices way worse then yours. And you can’t get over the choices he made.